but love is the sky and i am for you

Bum bum bumm

2009-03-12T02:14:28Z

_{Buhhhhhh I hate my sister, so much.

But anyway.
Babysat last night, oh my god the little one spilled the whole pot of noodles I made ):
I'm trying to teach him that messes are nono.

And Pookun is going through a phase where he wants to pee all over the house (I think a dog used to live there before we moved in so he's marking his territory)
We might get him fixed finally, that might help his behaviour;;;; I love my baby doggy but I do not love him peeing in my bedroom.

Also our dishwasher is broken so we have to wash everything by hand for the time being.
I am too delicate for such work. ):

And I think I'm going to go to cosmetology school in fall, it's a ten month course. I think I can make it pretty well as a cosmetologist, but what do I know. I certainly have a different look than most people around here into cosmetology.

....And I might start therapy soon. I want to get some help for this ADD problem too ahaha;;;;
I guess it's good that I'm trying to get help for once.

YEAH SO, Diddy daddy is taking me home right now. ): ): More later mayhaps}

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYUUTAROU

2009-03-06T00:33:47Z

_{HEY PAPA BEAR,

wherever you are,

I hope your 36th birthday is full of hot bitches and booze. 8'D

No but seriously, no matter how lame Plastic Tree's music gets, you'll always be my lifespiration and my role model.

....By that I mean I'm going to do lots of heroine and punch drag queens.
And then my life will be fulfilled.

Anyway, I hope you live many more years and make much more music, you big rockstar. You seem to have cleaned up your act some, so I'm sure you'll be around a while

Dorkfully yours,

Guupi.}

guupi @ 2009-03-01T19:01:00

2009-03-02T02:23:19Z

_{Oh my god my straightener broke. ):
Like literally, it snapped.
...It was really cheap anyway. I want to order a nice fancy one but I really wanted to get a nice pair of shoes or something, and I don't have a lot of money. Buhuhu D|
My friend Ally has a pink one wanttttt.

Ohoh, I'm gauging my ears. ( *ﾟ∀ﾟ*)b☆ I'm kind of doing it faster than I should but I am reckless teehee. I now have three piercings in each ear hohohoho. I tried to pierce my cartilage but it hurts so badly =^;A;^= Way worse than a lip piercing.

I think it's sad that playing DDR for like 30 minutes has tired me out for the rest of the day. I'm still kind of sick though so butt.

Dude and yesterday, I went to the supermarket and when I walked in one of the check out people was like "Call the psycho ward."
...It might have been directed at someone else but I don't know. I was kind of wearing shorts in snowy weather.
....With tights and leg warmers of course, I am not so crazy. ):

Zanyway I went and bought candy and Sobe. And kiwis for the brat and her friend. 8'D
...Yeah they wanted kiwi instead of candy, weird right?
But I got Fun Dip and Barbie jellybeans that came with stickers neeheeeee♪♪

Hmmm also, I'm totally in love with this song right now:

I wanna take you away Alice. ( p;Д;q)

I'm such a hypocrite, Asagi is supposed to be my enemy or something but I'm starting to like D a lot ahha;;;
Bums.}

guupi @ 2009-02-27T23:24:00

2009-02-28T05:56:29Z

_{By Monday I will have disappeared again. ):

I guess that's why I keep updating so much.

My hair seems to grow in weird spurts. The back is growing at a snail's pace while I have to cut my fringe every couple of days it seems. Lame. I really wish I could just cheat and get some hair extensions but I'm sure I'll need money for other things. My hair is finally turning a pretty pale colour again, though. 8'D And it doesn't feel too fried. One of these days I'll finally dye it white like I've been talking about forever.

Hm hm hm, I babysat last night for four kids and oh my god the youngest one was a little demon. The other two year old and his older brother really seem to like me though. They couldn't sleep unless I was lying in the bed with them d'awwww 8'D And we watched TEENAGE MUTANT NINJA TURTLES and ALICE IN WONDERLAND oh my it was grand. I love kids. Plus I got money for it.
The place is actually right by labulii's house but I didn't have time or the urge to bother labulii. More important things to do than talk to me, I'm sure.

And. I have a random crush on some girl? D: I am so damn childish god. Being all hung up over a dead relationship and yet here I am getting these crushes left and right.

Speaking of childish, I got a happy meal the other day just so I could get a Hello Kitty toy but I got a Disney Princess tiara instead wtf? And then IRONICALLY today this girl gave me TWO Sanrio watches from McDonalds and I might just be wearing one right now don't judge me. ): *loves it to death*

I never got to finish making my bento. I want nori. Nori nori nori om nom nom. I just had a peanut butter & Reese's Puff sandwich. Yes.

And I still feel sick and poo and my stomach keeps hurting.

And I am lonely}

UPDATING AGAIN

2009-02-26T03:30:39Z

_{BUCHI IS LEAVING PLASTIC TREE WHAT.

;ASDLKJFA;LDSF

A;LDSKFJ;LKDSAJJFV

alsdsdkf the one time I'm not able to be instantly updated with Pla news and this bombshell is dropped a;lsdkfj;ldsjfklsdf BUCHI YOU MOTHERFUCKER COME BACK. ): *crying like a faggot*

ilu Buchi please be safe in the big bad music world without Pla Pla aslfdksdflkjdfl Buchiiii you douchnozzle I love you. ): ): ):

...

But I can't help but wonder

will this

make their music

go back

to being awesome?

...Shut up I can dream YOU CAN'T STOP ME FROM DREAMING BUCHI ):
): ): ):

At least I didn't miss anything really major, likeeee Ryuutarou dying or something.

I had really grown to love Buchi though. ))): Even more than Takashi.

This is poops}

guupi @ 2009-02-24T20:01:00

2009-02-25T02:11:16Z

_{Still no internet.

Things are still lame.

I was almost attacked by a dog the other night after I had stormed out of my house (also nearly got lost, teehee.)

And I'm reeeeeeeally sick right now and went to the doctor today and I hate the doctor oh god. But I'm on antibiotics now.

Sigh.

So lonely.

So bored.

Sigh.}

kyu~ kyu~♪

2008-12-28T13:43:03Z

_{Oh my god is Hisayoshi really THAT TALL? I mean Ryuuto and I are about the same size and just....yikes.
Ahhhhh and Parade have a new look and costumes and all *stupidly excited*

I see a Mashiro bellyyyy.
Gosh his hairstyle just reminds me of Flitter more and more.

Ahhaha the other day I visited Decola Hopping's website for the first time and managed to catch their pageview kiriban, and I was supposed to enter my name and a comment and I had no idea what to say.

Buuuuuuu I've been packing, since I can't sleep. (つ´ε｀*;;)ﾉ・。.・ I've been eating lots of sweets these past few days and my teeth are hurting;;;

Christmas was nice considering.....you know, our current situation. My mom managed to get us a few little gifts which was nice of her, because she definitely doesn't have much money to spend. Oh Mommyyyy ): ♥

I got some cool new watercolours and watercolour paper and I'm actually inspired to draw, but I'm going to be busy for a while with moving so poop.
On that subject, I have no idea when I'll have internet again buhuhu. But I'm excited about decorating my new room since I'm on this new decorating kick ahaha~ o(※´∀｀※)o
OH YEAH OH YEAH I sawwwwwwww something wonderful. I'm a Cyborg, But That's OK. Yes
Omg it had Rain in it eeheeheeeee he had these cute curls on the top of his head that looked like a bow at a certain angle and he wore a rabbit mask and hopped around like a bunny and yodeled and scratched his butt eeeeee.★
I really liked Young-goon too, she had bleached eyebrows and a blue patch in her hair and these bigggg eyes and she talked to the vending machine. SO GREAT.
And it's a Park Chan-wook film too hoho.

Ahhh also I watched Ju On in the middle of the night all alone in the dark and was thoroughly creeped AND MY BROTHER WALKED THROUGH THE DOOR RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF IT AND I NEARLY PEED.

I was supposed to go take a picture for a new I.D. on Friday, because the piercing place requires it to do tongue piercings, but that didn't end up happening. ): Dur. My birth certificate has disappeared off the face of the earth it seems.
Blahhhh I guess something must be done but I know it won't be for about ever.
Bye bye for now, tongue piercing.}

SO LIKE I ATE TOO MANY PRINGLES

2008-06-12T03:53:34Z

_{THERE IS SOME GIRL ON THE TELEVISION TALKING ABOUT HER ROCK COLLECTION.

SHE DOES RESEARCH ON ROCKS.

I FEEL REALLY GOOD ABOUT MYSELF ALL OF THE SUDDEN.

lolololololol I haven't posted anything friends only-worthy at all ahhahahahahaha.
I'm boring.

My dad keeps teasing me because I'm a huge fag. I am still at his house.

AND I DO NOT LOOK LIKE MASHIRO AT ALL ONLY IN MY DREAMS.

I need a job.}

Honestly, how could I resist?

2008-06-06T21:59:30Z

【Visual Kei Best, First and Most Baton】

_{1. Who was the first visual kei band member you were really into?
Probably....Shinya (of Diru) I guess. I remember in 7th grade I tried really hard to look like him ahhahaha. That's when I started experimenting with makeup and made some real horrors. |D
2. Who do you think is the best looking band member?
...Depends. Ryuutarou (Plastic Tree) is a given, but I also think Atsushi (Buck-Tick) is manlysexy. As for girls, I have a total crush on Kana and Miko (Exist Trace)
3. Who do you think is the cutest band member?
RYUUTOOO~ (ClearVeil) And lately, Mashiro. (Himeyuri/Paradeis) And everyone knows I dig omg kawaii Boukun (An Cafe)
4. Which band member do you make fun of the most?
Ryuutarou. Or as I like to call him, Arimura Slutbag. And also Bou because he has a fat alien face. 8'D
5. Which member would you like to keep as a pet?
Peggy (The Candy Spooky Theater). He likes boy of the pervert. : DDDD
6. Who would you want to marry the most?
Ao/Kuon (Cali Gari/Lab.) mmmm baby. Although when I was a faggy little teenybopper I was intent on being Ryuutarou's househusbandwife.
7. Who do you want to hug the most?
Yuuki (An Cafe) because he looks cuddly and warm. =^;o;^= <3
8. Which member would you want to hug you?
Atsushi. ): Hold me in your arms forever, Acchan.
9. Which member will you never stop loving?
hide, Kami (Malice Mizer), and Kazuki (Raphael). GONE BUT NOT FORGOTTEN </cheese>
10. Who would you want to live together with?
Yooh (Lupo Label). We would have butt adventures.
11. Which member would you love your whole life without changing?
ARIMURA SLUTBAG. He's my papa bear, c'mon. The promiscuity and drugs won't change that.
From Shattered-Tranquility.net's Monthly Meme! June 2008 Edition.

ALL ROIGHT THEN.}

guupi @ 2007-09-08T14:50:00

2007-09-08T20:12:19Z

_{Uhhh I have not been updating this thing. It's kind of pointless. |D;;
BUT UH, I'm doing it anyway because it makes me feel better or something.

I've been all enthusiastic about doing things to my hair in the future. Half pink? Or maybe go white? Or silver? Ahhaha, I'm getting so retardedly excited about it.

Also ambition-----> LEARN MOAR FRENCH. DDDDDD:< Ughhh my grammar ability is like nonexistent.
And also learn moar social skillz.
And kill this Gwen Stefani chick because goshdernit I am tired of seeing her face EVERYWHERE.

And hey, summer is hopefully ending soon.}

lalala

2007-08-13T09:33:53Z

_{The police came to my house (again) the other night. I REALLY did not feel like dealing with crap so I just stayed in my room and waited for things to calm down. I didn't bother finding out what went down the next morning. I've become very apathetic.

Butttt nevermind that. I have doodles.

I wanted some pie. =^;o;^=

Uh, I've been having to put honey and cinnamon on my face at night and uh, I have a morbid fear of Pedobear?

I'm a bit too self portrait happy. :x}

High Trance Play

2007-07-25T06:21:35Z

Zomboid

_{Hobaby.

...Yeah that was kind of Dirufag-ish but WUTEV. I'm in that mood.
& drawing fruity kids is fun.

...

My El Jay is such a lonely place. =^;D;^=}

guupi @ 2007-07-19T17:58:00

2007-07-19T23:21:52Z

_{I had a dream that Stephen Colbert and I were in love. Also, Jon Stewart loved me too and was jealous? I think I was a guest on both of their shows and they became entranced by me or something. Also that one chick on The Daily Show, Samantha Bee or something, she was in love with me, too.

I AM NOT ON DRUGS I SWEAR.

Yeah, I think it was because The Daily Show was on while I was sleeping and then it switched to The Colbert Report so like, yeah.
I need to learn to turn the television off before I go so sleep.

SPEAKING OF GHEYNESS, it turns out my uncle is gay after all. 8D I SO KNEW IT. Well, maybe bisexual.
Anyway, him and his boyfriend, John, are having a lover's spat because John is afraid that this chick that my uncle is friends with is going to steal him away and yeah? Something along those lines.

But uh, I hope they make up, 'cos John was freaking cool. D: He bought us food and stuff.

Oh yeah, and I make the best oatmeal ever.

The end.}

guupi @ 2007-07-08T02:33:00

2007-07-08T07:47:09Z

_{EL JAY REVIVAL 8D

Sort of.

Your Drag Queen Name Is:

Sofonda Cox
Drag Queen Name Generator

You Are Gay

In your opinion, there's nothing sexier than your own sex.
There's definitely nothing straight about you!
What's Your Sexual Orientation?

Why am I so gay. =^;A;^=}